A New Year’s Resolution
Psalm 51
Between now and January 1 many of us will be making
resolutions—resolutions we have every intention of keeping, even against the odds
that say we won’t. We know from past
experience, and all we read and all we hear, that our chances of keeping any of
those resolutions for even a month are slim.
Yet, hope springs eternal, and we start the New Year fresh, with great
intentions for changing old habits.
·
We’ll be more careful about what we eat,
trying for a more balanced diet, including more fruits and vegetables and less
fried foods and sweets.
·
We’ll start—and continue—that exercise program
we need to stay healthy and make sure the weight comes off—and stays off.
·
We’ll give up smoking, or cut down on
our drinking, or get more sleep, or…
What we wouldn’t give
for more will power—or, as someone who really understands the human condition
once said, more won’t power.
David wasn’t making a New Year’s resolution when he wrote
Psalm 51, but he knew he needed to change.
He was responding to the words of the prophet Nathan, who had let him know
that God condemned his behavior.
David’s
sin began not with his sexual liaison with Bathsheba, but when he failed to fulfill
his duty as king. “In the spring of the
year, the time when kings go out to battle, David sent Joab, and his servants
with him, and all Israel….But David remained in Jerusalem” (2 Samuel, 11:1). Davis’s sin began as so many of ours do, not
with commission, but with omission. The king belonged at the head of his troops—but
David stayed home.
In
the same way, many of our resolutions go by the boards not because of something
we do, but because of something we fail to do.
We know we should rid the house of unhealthy snacks, but we keep them
around, making the “just one cookie” a possibility. We know we should get up earlier and exercise
before we get too busy with the day, but we stay in bed that extra half
hour. Sins of omission are just as
dangerous as sins of commission—perhaps more so.
So
David finds himself alone with God and with the full horror of his sin. He has failed to be the leader his people
needed and expected him to be. He has
seduced another man’s wife and impregnated her.
He has arranged for that man to die in battle—murder just as surely as
if he had wielded the sword himself.
After
confessing his sins to God in some of the bitterest words in Scripture, David begins
his resolution. “Fashion a pure heart
for me, O God; create in me a steadfast spirit” he prays. “Do not cast me out of Your presence, or take
Your holy spirit away from me. Let me
again rejoice in Your help; let a vigorous spirit sustain me” (Jewish Study
Bible).
David
realizes that the changes he needs to make cannot be achieved in his own
strength. He needs God’s help to turn
himself around and again become God’s faithful servant. Admitting his helplessness, he asks God to
change him. Only then can he say, “I
will teach transgressors your ways, that sinners may return to you….O Lord,
open my lips, and let my mouth declare your praise.”
As
we contemplate the changes we wish to make in ourselves and our habits for the
coming year, let us look first to those things God is pointing out to us. What changes do we need to make to become
more completely the people God wants us to be?
How can we achieve a pure heart and a steadfast spirit, and be more
faithful to God?