Supreme Human Arrogance
James
4:13-17
It is rare that I write on the same passage twice in a
row. However, I’m working my way through
the Epistle of James (once again) in my own devotions, and these verses have
really captured my attention. Sometimes,
as I journal in the morning, I find myself digressing, wandering from a direct
interpretation of the passage with which I’m working, and “riffing” (taking off
in a new direction) on the verses. Such
is the case here. I trust that I will
not go so far afield that I change the meaning of James’s words.
“As it is, you boast in your arrogance. All such boasting is evil.”
What kind of boasting is James concerned with here? What arrogance is he talking about?
James has been telling his readers that for them to make
plans for the future without giving God credit is foolish at best, and totally
misguided at worst. Instead of saying,
“Tomorrow I will…,” we should say, “If God wills, then tomorrow I will….” Of course, we frequently forget to do this. Perhaps it’s all right to say, “Tomorrow I
will…” as long as we acknowledge in our minds that even as near a future as the
next twenty-four hours is completely in God’s hands. Even though we may not begin statements about
the future by saying, “God willing,” we must at least think it.
We display our arrogance when we assume total control of our
own lives without depending on God. When
I believe I can do a better job of running my life than God can, I not only
fail to give God the credit for my ongoing life, but I substitute my own will
for God’s leading, most often going in the wrong direction.
Do I dare to imagine that I can do a better job of
running my life than God can? Am I so
audacious that I assume I know better than God what is in my best
interest? Often this attitude begins
with a statement such as, “I have a right to do what I want.” I assume too much importance for myself if I
feel my rights outweigh obedience to God.
As usual, Shakespeare said it better than anyone. In Act 5 of Macbeth, he has the title character say, “Life’s but a walking
shadow, a poor player that struts and frets his hour upon the stage and then is
heard no more.” Doesn’t that put me in my place!
God
is eternal. God sees the entire history
of the universe, past, present and future as a panorama. He knows what’s best for me, how my life fits
in to the universal scheme.
I
am temporal. My life exists within time,
bounded by my birth and my death. I can
know only what has already happened, and can see no further ahead than this
moment. When, exercising my ego, I
presume to know more than God, I indeed become a very poor actor, strutting and
fretting upon life’s stage as if I were a main character, when all I am is a
bit player who can be written out of the script in a moment, as easily as
taking an eraser to a pencil marking.
Poor
me, the walking shadow, incapable of learning from past experience that
whenever I take charge of my life I make a mess of it. Poor me, an insignificant character in the
drama of life, who wants to upstage not only more important actors, but the
playwright as well. Poor me, who not
only can’t learn his lines, but doesn’t even know his place.
Yet,
whenever I take control and bungle my life, and then come to the realization
that I can’t do as good a job as my Creator at running my affairs, God waits to
take charge again. When I ask
forgiveness, and put my life back into God’s hands, the play turns out all
right.
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